|Photo Taken at 20 weeks|
I had alot riding on today and the anticipation of getting there was so overwhelming last night I felt like I was back in February/March 2010 saying I can't go through this again. The Prof went through the care that I will receive and when I will have ultrasounds and appointments. I now have a plan and a focus. I will have appointments with the Prof every fortnight and before I see him I will have an ultrasound with the best fetal medicine professionals in QLD. This plan works for me right now, two weeks is about my limit before the crazies start over taking my life.
I can only take it as it comes and what works to keep me calm today might not work tomorrow. The only way to get through this is in small steps.